I am hurting myself once again. Dont know why I'm doing this. To myself. But I really hate it. I care so much. For you. Yet it means nothing to you. You could choose to be so insensitive to me. Be so cruel to me. I hate you. Really.

Haiz. Perhaps I really needn't go. I'm so disappointed in u. Utterly.

Haiz. Perhaps I really needn't go. I'm so disappointed in u. Utterly.

It's okay. Since u are no longer you. I'm just really disappointed innyou. Very. To thinking cried for you. Last night. U are not worth even a drop of those tears. U never understood I still feel for you. U never realised how much pain you are bringing to me. U never realised. I hate you. Deep down, I hate you. To the bones.

I hate you. For destroying my life.

My heart hurts so much. Thank you for hurting me. Thank you. One day when I'm gone. U will know. U will come to cherish me. But that will all. Be too late.

So it hurts like that. I wish I can
Leave now away from lecture. My heart feels like it's tearing. U know. Do u know.