怎麽会开始对你有了感觉?

我曾深刻体会　对爱感到胆怯　还好有懂我的你给我安慰
看你失落的脸　又在为爱憔悴　我心痛的感觉竟如此的强烈
眼角的泪　它给过谁
伤透了心　也无所谓
我会愿　静静的　陪在你身边
如果说爱　已不可为
那我宁愿　藏心里面
其实我害怕会失去你的感觉　哦~哦~
怎麽会开始对你有了　感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身　不见
矛盾著　犹豫不决　没準备　跨越爱的界线
怎麽会开始对你有了　感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的　危险
进与退　被爱包围　谁犯规　都狼狈
谁能解围　让一切完美
怎麽会开始对你有了　感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身　不见

i dont know when i started feeling so much for you.
baby, i love u.

baby, i wished our trip was much longer.

back from tw.
these 7 days, were beautiful. not because we spent it with them. but because, i felt closer. closer to you after the trip.
thanks for lending me your legs to lie on when i vomitted and felt really sick at the night market.
thanks for giving up the chance to shop for more clothes just to be there with me.
thanks for letting me hold your hand while i was on the ferries wheel.
thanks for taking such great care of me.
thanks for letting me lie on your bed everynight with you. thanks for poking my face to wake me up when i fall asleep on your bed. they were simple actions but yet, i really cherish it.
thanks for stroking my head when i felt unwell. when i cried because of what the man did to the old lady.
thanks for touching my stomach. and rubbing them when i felt really unwell.
thanks for constantly looking at me and asking if i'm okay.
thanks for giving me the jacket when you were having goosepimples even.

i'm sorry for touching you always by your waist when we were there.
i just felt. that the break-up did not occur.
i could feel the feeling between us.
or maybe it was with me only.

but that night when you packed my luggage for me.
the way u looked at me.
makes me wanna hold you so tightly.
makes me not want to return to singapore.

baby, u made me fall deeper in love with you after the trip again.
you made me want to see you each and every day.
i'm leaving in 2 weeks time.
and i'm dreading.
crying.
because, i want to see you and be with you.
i dont want to leave your side even a single day.


i wish i could tell you how i still do feel for you.
how strongly i love you.
how strongly i want to protect you.
how strongly i want to pamper you this life.

in tw, whenever u say u like something, i wil not hesitate to buy.
the bracelet, the hanging thing in the jar of water.
the sea shells. that were on display but i could not afford them so i m trying to make them myself.
i just want to pamper you.

i may not be the best.
but i'm trying.
i want to make you feel happy.
feel safe.


baby, if only u know all these.
i love you, honey.

went kbox today.
sang songs like wo ke yi.
sang songs like cai hong.
it meant something to me.
and when i was singing it,
i was peeking at you throughout.

do you remember, once, we were at kbox.
you were singing wo ke yi.
and i hugged you from the back.
you started tearing.
and i felt so touched and blissful.
we kissed.
dear.

the time you sang cai hong to me,
you changed the lyrics.
for me.
you were going to the 9 days obs adventure camp.
the song,
accompanied me.
the time u weren't with me.
dear.

i miss you.
i miss you baby.
i love you, alot.
i love you. honey.

dear, you mentioned. you have the rights to see anyone. have the rights to move on. and it's unfair for you. it does hurt.
that night, in my heart. i never want to talk to you again. i never wanted to see you again. those words. does hurt alot. dear. not loving someone alr, doesn't mean you can hurt me like this.

and i want to tell you.
i have the rights.
to love you.

and it's something, you cannot have control over. sorry.

I forgot how it feels to be happy. How it feels to be in your arms. I wish I have the courage to ask you to be back by my side. I am willing to take carre of u for life.

We quarreled today. Dear was in e yellow box. I was scared that u will feel scared. Becos I rmb how u had an accident in the same scenario. So I asked you to move to the next lane.. I'm sorry I didn't know there were pedestrian. I swear. I just. Wanted u to stay calm n got flustered myself. U were really angry with mE. After we alighted, I asked bee not yo' be angry anymore. But bee yelled for me not to talk abt it anymore. I was really upset. Dear. And I still am. Always after we quarrel, I will take the iniatiative to make it up with u. But dear, this time I won't. U know, after we got together, I do think alot about our future. Think of wanting to love u forever. Wanting to live with u forever. Dear, initially when we started out, we often quarrel about me not daring to hold your hands. Not daring to hold u in public. Dear, I want I wish if I could turn back time, I will tell everyone we r together. Because, I'm proud of u. I don't know when's the next time we"ll talk again. But dear, I don't want to. Always be the one. It's hurting alot inside. Soon, I will be leaving. I... Wish I have the courage to hug u before I leave. I have just so much to tell you. I miss you, dear.

feeling upset. really upset now.
why is that. whenever you are out. whenever you have things planned out.
i seem to. be not important at all.
you will always just leave me aside.
not wanting to reply.
not caring.
i met with alot of problems today.
hoping that you will be by my side.
msged you. and i waited. waited for exactly 7 hours and 10 mins.

and u went missing again.
and replied saying.
i'm tired, i slp first k.

dear, why cant you care more for me.
dear, why cant you ask me what happened and offer to help.
it has been long.
since i last cried.

i care for you so much.
and i'm always by your side when you need me.
always helping you when you have problems.
i thought,
i thought you would too.

but it's all me and myself. being silly.

i'm disappointed.
i'm.

I can't fight this feeling any longer. What started out as friendship has grown stronger. But I'm afraid to tell you I still love you dearly. Perhaps, when my love for you is this strong, the things I do. Can be repulsive to u. Sigh. Dear, I don't mind loving you more than how much u love me. I don't. I love u, baby.

dear, wo xi huan ni.

exams are coming again. but why is it that my entire mind is filled with you today. of the times in the tpy cc. the things we did in there, together. the feelings. baby, if you know, i'm missing you every single day. thinking of the times we spend every single day. will you one day, be touched.



wo ai ni. hen duo.
wo xi huan ni.

We havent been quarreling these days, did you realise?

It has been quite some time, since we quarreled, dear. it's a good start i guess.
Xz is quite affected. but i really just want to spend all my time with you. i will always make time for you.
whenever it is, in the past, and even now.
dear, i wish you could just.
just tell me you want to spend some time with me.
but i'm afraid i will start another quarrel with you.

sighs.