I want o tell u so much. I can't hang on anymore. It's too much to take. E reason y u can give me up so easily. Is obv. U didn't love me. U didn't love me at all. N u will never know hw much it hurts. Becos u will nv know hw it feels to b given up by someone u cherish so much. I'm really disappointed with u. With love. Cos it seems like tt one n a half yr. Was all a dream. I cut myself last night. Again. U will never know hw much it hurts . I m so tempted to take my own life. Nw. There's no pt. In hanging on. When everyday is a pain. Jo. Dear. I'm sorry. I got hurt too deeply this time. I'm leaving to a place whhere I will b v v happy. Don worry. I lve. Ubguys.