i feel terrible.

if only i could just jump to my death now.

if only.

no one will care.

nor weep.

and i.

have been a burden to you.

for so long.

so long.

i wish i have the courage to give u a hug now.

when u are just right infront of me.

but.

i'm so afraid of rejection.






so afraid.

I I love you I really do. But it hurts . Hurts me so much to see this. afterall I mean nothing to you I know. It really hurts. Why can't you spare a thought for me. I hate you. I hate you.