baby...

hope you are having lotsa fun there. hope this break will make you feel much better.
i wished i could be there with you.

stayover at your house on thurs.
during the stay over.
i did not really want to play mahjong.
the reason being is. i just want to close my eyes. and feel the room once again.
every corner of the room, is filled with our memories.
the table in the front of your bed,

has the sushi set i made for you.
the house money coin bank we painted together while waiting for our movie at ang mo kio.
the house with 24p painted on it. which i took really long to complete.
your glass cupboard, has the big card jiayou maye on it.
dear, that was the first card i did for you. you were always looking down in school. and with all the stress from bmt as well.
i swear that was the first card i ever did to someone.
i did not know why i did it for you.
even at the start of the school semester.
i just knew, i was upset when you were.
remembered you were pretty touched at that time.
it was weird. how i didn't dare to face you directly to pass you the card.
i guess, i starting liking u then.

in your glass cupboard, there is the candle wax glsas cup we did together. as well.
in your glass cupboard, i saw the bottle of stars i folded for you. painstakingly, but it seems like it has just been left there. unnoticed.
there is also the bottle. the first bottle i bought for you, with m&n inside. because you mentioned eating chocolates made you happier.

apart from all these material stuffs, when i closed my eyes that day. many other things came to my mind.
how we used to rot on the bed for the entire day.
how we used to beg and plead each other for 1/4 to 2/4 to 3/4 and finally 4/4.
how we used to have cca all around.
ur desk. chair..
it just brought back so much memories.
i wish to tell you.

how i cherish all these memories.
with you alone.


you must come back safely, dear.
i miss you alot.
i've been thinkin the whole 2 days.
what you are doing.
whether you are safe.
whether i actually did cross your mind throughout the days.

no matter whether you miss me,
dear, i want to say.
the way i miss you now, is not any less. than before.
it's so strong that it can suffocate me.
and i'm serious.
i love you, baby.

most importantly, i miss you.