sighs.

baby, recently you have been very upset with me.
pissed with me.
and today you even asked if i'm stupid or what.
it was hurting.
really. hurting so badly i swear i would never want to talk to you.
but when i came back. i started worrying for you.
missing you.

sorry.
you seem so tired.
so tired that i'm still holding on to you.
sorry.

i really didn't know.
you feel this way.
although i feel bad.
although i want to give you up.
i cant do it baby.

perhaps, when we really have a break.
perhaps, when i'm really gone from your side.

will we treasure each other more.
than what i'm to you right now.

i'm hoping for a miracle.
baby,
we have been through so much.
dont, dont give us up. thoroughly.