i know i shouldn't have lost my temper.
But i just cant get used to you, being so nice and chatting with guys like this. sigh.
you asked me why am i like this. why do i have this mindset.
how i wished i could hug you then at that moment. and not talk.
years ago, i was not like this. but the moment i broke up with him. i realised he had already
been chatting alot through sms and online and going very closely to her . and yes, the day we broke up they got together.
i dont know why i'm always this paranoid now. because i'm so afraid the same thing will happen again. i know i trust you alot alot. but. sigh. It has been weighing on my heart since then. i'm sorry baby. i'm sorry you have to go through so much because of me. my mindset. i was really deeply hurt.
Woke up really early and drove to your house today. walked the entire market, not knowing what to buy. But in the end i queued for something i always see you eating. the 10 sticks of carrot cake. I just want to do so many things for you. so many. i just want to be good to you. I just want to make you feel loved, baby.
I hope you are not angry with me again. i know i'm still very possessive of you. but it's because i love you and i want you. i'm sorry, love.
Today, there are so many moments i felt like holding onto your hands. i didn't dare to. my eyes could not be taken off you, especially today. with the shirt you wore. u are always this attractive baby. do you know? today i took the laptop over from your hands. and i did it slowly so that i could touch the warm hands. of you baby. i'm happy i got to see you again.
i'll change for you and i'm still trying. i can feel myself being sweeter to you. can you feel my love?
Am i improving?
Wo hao xiang ni. How are you doing now?
Are you missing and thinking about what i'm doing as well?
BABY. .I LOVE YOU.
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