Sunday, March 28, 2010

the past is the past, i need to mov on, to be able to see the future. How can i move on if the past we shared is the only thing i ever want in future

i wish i can tell you how i feel for you everynight.
baby, i wish one day you will text me and tell me you miss me. like the first time we parted.
as we have to do our pw projects. i wonder if the day will ever come. but now, it's happening
everyday in my dreams.

i know i should never feel sorry for myself. for giving you so much and knowing it may not
have reap any returns. i know deep down that i love you and i dont expect something in return. and i know i will never regret doing the things i did for you.

i read something recently. there was this couple. the girl totally lost hope to have a chance back with her dear. but eventually in the end, her dear started loving her back as well. i wonder when will such sweet thing happen to me. or rather if i deserve them.

i will always be here to keep you safe. i'll be safe to keep you out of trouble. when you are vexed. had supper with you at mos burger today. it was a short meet-up. but it met alot to me.
because every minute i have with you, i'm treasuring it so much. baby, if there is this one day i did not text you. will you text me to ask how i'm. and not about any school related stuff.

perhaps, i should not be so uptight about you. i should let you go for awhile.
perhaps then will you realised my importance in your life.
and i want to know how impt i'm to you as well.

it's never possible to find someone who will never hurt me.
and i've decided to find someone worth all the pain.
to me, you are my world.


i dont know how long i'll wait and love you.
but it seems to get stronger with each and every day.

i miss the times we hug.
especially in the cold and windy night.
do you remember we had a quarrel at the riverside. that day after you collected your working attire. we made up at the riverside. and i hugged you. baby, it was chilly. but i felt warm in my heart.

i wish something will happen to me. so that i can hold your hands on the hospital bed.
and wake up seeing you around.

xz hao ai hao ai ni.
can u feel me.



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