cried the entire night. even till this morning.

my heart has never hurt so much.

i have never felt so suicidal.

perhaps the last thing i can do for you.

is to let go of your hands.

i'll leave your life from today onwards.

dear.

i hope you will not forget me.

i hope you will not find someone else so soon.

i hope.

one day.

you will realise you were wrong.

i love you. and.

goodbye.

i did a first cut.

itbroughtawaythepain. for that one instant.

i'm happy.