13-march 2009
dear, i'm so proud of you. you have never fail to make me feel proud of you always. In sch, it was sports and now. you have found a new area of interest. you were gleaming with confidence on stage. you were shinning so brightly. deep down, i feel proud dear. It was the first time i saw you dance on stage actually. And i am deeply attracted by you so much. once again. I wish to tell you how pretty you looked that evening. i wish to tell you i was there beneath the crowd watching your performance. i wish to hold your hands so much that night and tell everyone dear is mine.
that is how proud i felt, of you.
felt really sick. and i wished he was not by my side. because deep down, i long for you baby. It has been long. I remembered how you were by me whenever i have gastric pain, whenever i couldn't breathe properly. whenever my migraine acts up. it was your shoulders and presence that made me going. but i felt empty that night.
dear, i miss you alot.
i will try my best to change.
because then will i be worthy to ask for your hands again. to walk the rest of our lives.
it's 168 days without you love.
and i'm happy i survived another day today.
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