Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Another day without you.

sometimes i do feel close to you when we are out. Today in the bus you asked me why i lied to you about mean score. i did not want you to be discouraged. i m concerned. i'm sorry.
at the roads when a car was coming. you held my arm. it was simple. yet i felt. safe. with you. on the car, i looked at you really near. at your face. for pimples. our eyes met. and i looked away. you came to my house. in my room. i wished so much.to hug you from the back. and say baby, i love you. the urge was so strong. to want to hold you.

i'm sure u do not know.
perhaps you treat the others like how u treat me.
perhaps i'm lying to myself. that u still do feel for me. but do not want to think about it because you are so tired. i'm sorry.


baby, i'm sorry.
i know i'm useless.
but it's so hard to give up.
to give you up.

you are all that i ever wanted. from the moment i met you.

Do you know how much your encouragement means to me.

i can do without the entire world.
but baby, not you..


iammissingyoualotnow.

can u feel it.

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