jiayou bee.

Had our first paper today. i was feeling a little lost when i came out.
but spending time with you, made me feel much better.
you know, every time i feel down, every time i feel upset.
i just have to think of you.
the words you say.
it gives me so much comfort, and strength.
i dont know why. but it's amazing. amazing how you can always cheer me up.

bee, do you remember the day, we checked our pw results together?
that day, i was so down.
and i spent the entire day, in your arms.
crying in your arms.
when i close my eyes now.
i can still hear the words you say. the warmth you gave.
even till now, i can feel it. so strongly.
dear. thanks.

everyday when i think about the love we shared.
when i think of about you. i will miss you so much.
so dearly.
everything that i see, reminds me of you.
in the night, when i see the moon. i will be reminded of the times we spend sitting at the stairs in Tpy. looking at the moon, trying to figure out what figures there are in the moon. i will be reminded of the times i feel uncomfortable at the stairs. and you will always be there. i will be reminded of the pact you made for me, with the moon.

i miss the times we used to watch movies in the cinemas. you know, those times, i was not watching the movie at all.
all i cared about, was me being able to hold your hands throughout the movie. all i cared about were the occasional eye contacts in the cinema that made my heart raced, so fast. at times, i just want to pull your body so close to mine, so that i could kiss you. and hug you throughout the show. at times, in the movie, we will get intimate.

baby, everyday that i spent without you. i thought it will be easier to forget you. i thought the feelings will fade away. but no, baby it's not. it's getting harder everyday. to get over you. and the many many things we shared together.