i think, i have really fallen in love with you.

decided to blog again. i cant concentrate on my work, with you constantly on my mind.

Dear, why did you give up on us. why didn't you try to fight for our love.
it really hurts to hear you have gotten over me. that you no feel and love me. that you no longer need me.
It pains me the most, to see that you are able to visualize, to lead a life without me.
because, i cant.
the day we broke up, i felt something in me was lost.
and now, i still am not able to find myself back.
i cant.
you made me believe that promises are meant to broken.



baby, i dont blame you.

i just hope somehow, this heart of mine.
will learn to be good.
to be contented.
because, i can still miss and love you from afar.


7 months. without you.
it's the longest 7 months of my life.

nothing's gonna change my love for you, xoxo.